miss me ??
nahh I know that hehe
well let's start with the title above ok.
ok before that, story ni takde kaitan dgn hidup or mati.
just my story about me that you have to know.
NEW LIFE
well, a lot of people ask me
"qis how's life? what you been doing now? good ? bad? any new people?"
here's the answer..
my life are ok so far and I hope so. just that some people around me make me mad like seriously. I know i'm not supposed to care about them. But they do annoyed me so much.
And if people ask me, why on earth do you prefer not to wear spect if going for class or what so ever. It is because I hate to see human around me that gonna look at me like i'm the serial killer or something!
About the new people. well i'm not even think to search for any new people. like yeah, I know some of them ask me to MOVE ON and SEARCH FOR THE NEW ONE but let me tell you this, searching for replacement just because you feel lonely or you wanna search for someone to run away from your past, it's actually wrong. It like you using them for your sadness.
I do prefer stay as i'm now. I do accept what ever happen. This is Allah plan remember. Just let my parents to decide my future now.
NEW RULES
The new rules in my life.
a) don't trust people.
b) don't forget who's with you when you in trouble.
c) saving from now on.
d) be regret full with what you have.
e) ignore those bad vibes that gonna ruin your life.
f) never trust PEOPLE.
NEW MOTO
"regretful, focus, be serious, never trust people easily, say no to love, trust, promises, people nowadays can't be trusted"
NEW VISION
focus on what we aim in our life. Always follow the track of your life. Never forget Allah always there no matter what.
NEW BALQIS
new me gonna be a bit hard. Which is i'm not gonna be easily trusted to people. Never let assholes people ruin my mood and my life with their bad vibes. I took TIME seriously, if I said punctual then please do so, if you're not then goodbye. Cause I got not time to wait for you. I'm a busy person. If I said I can't make it then please respect the fact I can't because you don't even know my life, my story, my family and myself.
PEOPLE CHANGE FOR A REASON
I change for a reason . The reason are people around me that change me. I'm sorry if you can't accept the truth about me but I have to. I'm tired or being used, being played, being lied, being laugh by people around me. So I have to do something with those assholes out there. To the assholes, go and F yourself bitch!
I guess that's all from me now. To be continued...
~xoxo~
