for so so so so long im not updating any of my story
but now im back ..but im not sure how long im gonna be back or MIA again ..
haha ok whatever it is ..
let's go straight to the title
what has happen to me in this year??
let me tell you
i can say that this year is tough, hard to handle, too much pressure, too much crying, too much getting hurt, people come and go again
is there any happy moment?
of course ya ..
mestilah ade
but not so much
but still worth the happy moment
1st
i wanna said thank you to those that still be with me .. stay with me even im the hard kind of girl that need to be handle..and thank you for those that still be with me and understand me even im sometimes savage annoying moody and too much ego ..ya i know this year there's people that come and go in my life ..
what i feel?
ofcourse sad ...because someone that i thought they gonna stay with me is going away out of my life..but what can i do right? it's they choices..i just have to move on ..
what happen is happpen so you can't begging or crying like hell out of other people..
that's nature and that's life babe..
so just follow the flow ..prepared for the next advanture in your life..
2nd
for those that still having problem which is ..hot tempered..selfish..back stabber..and mostly too ego..
DO AND PLEASE change your attitude BEFORE someone that you LOVE let you go ..
i don't know .. but after what happen to me EGO is nothing at the end ..
don't be too ego..try to learn to accept people thought or idea ..even if it is wrong ..just shut up and listen ..sometimes we don't have so much knowledge too ..so don't act like you know everything..
paling sakit and menyesal bile EGO kau tu buat org yg kau syg tinggalkan kau ..
trust me ..
orang yang sabar dgn kita tak selamanya boleh tahan dgn perangai kita ..
so DON'T let your love one move out of your life.
sebab ..
once org yang penyabar tu hilang sabar ..you will get nothing ..but yet to begging them not to leave and dari situ kau belajar yang EGO ni hanya menghancurkan kau ..
LOST SOMEONE THAT WE LOVE IS THE MOST HURT THING EVER
so LEARN to AVOID those things that i told you just now ok ?
CHANGE TO BE THE GOOD PERSON and POSITIVE PERSON
3rd ..
something happen for a reason ..
try to be positive in life ..
Allah have the great plan for us ..
Let Him handle it ..
kita just follow the flow..
if it's happen then it happen ..it still gonna happen
such as people come and go
SAKIT ITU PASTI
tapi percaya lah setiap hujan pasti akan muncul pelangi kan ?
so MOVE ON
6 words that easy to say
6 words that hard to do
6 words that need a lot of time to make it happen
ya i know .. move on is not easy ..
but it is all depands on us ..ourself
either we wanna make it happen or we let it be ?
4th
aku belajar byk benda dalam tahun ni ..
yes aku admit aku salah ..aku ego .. aku tak pernah fikir perasaan org ..untill one day org yg ade dgn aku sorang sorang hilang ..
then dari situ aku sedar ..kalau lah aku tak EGO ..mesti benda ni tak jadi kan ?
hilang org yang kita syg tu sakit weh..
and paling sedih is ..peluang kedua tu tak selalunya ada ..time tu mmg dah terlambat lah
so kau sendiri yang kene ubah cara kau ..
TURUN EGO
tak kemana pun kalau kau still dgn perangai sama ..
ye setiap manusia buat salah tp siapa tahan kalau kene marah hari hari pasal benda betul tp sebabkan kita ni EGO so kita pertahankan benda salah ..ni namanya BODOH
sampai satu masa bile semua jadi ..baru kau nak menyesal bagai ..
damnnn
so please jangan menyesal bila semua DAH jadi ..
better ubah sikap tu dari SEKARANG kalau kau still nak org yang kau syg stay dgn kau ..
kita semua manusia ..bukan robot ..semua ada perasaan ..cuba kau fikir kalau kau dkt tempat diorang ? kau pun sakit kan ?
so UBAH
5th
kalau betul dia syg kau ..dia akan terima kau seadanya ..even buruk mana pun perangai kau ..selekeh mcm mana pun kau ..gile gile mcm mana pun kau ..dia tetap akan stay dgn kau and terima kau seadanya ..
tapi kalau sebaliknya ?
LET IT GO
serious..
kau tak boleh ubah diri kau utk org lain ..
kalau kau dh jenis gile gile then sbb dia ..kau ubah ..
itu namanya kau MENIPU
kau tipu diri kau
kau tipu dia
kau tipu org sekeliling kau
tentang SIAPA DIRI KAU YANG SEBENARNYA ..
kita mmg boleh elak benda tu tp sometimes kita kene JUJUR siapa KITA ..
bukan jadi FAKE utk kebahagiaan org lain ..habis tu kebahagiaan kau ??
JGN JADI BODOH sbb org lain ok ?
FIND YOUR OWN HAPPINESS ..
BUKAN SELFISH TP SOMETIMES LET OURSELF HAPPY ..
JGN SEKSA DIRI SENDIRI ..
kalau dia tak boleh nak terima ..nak buat mcm mana kan ..jauh kan lah diri dari dia ..
bukannya mengajar tp learn not to depands on people so much ..
BUNGA BUKAN SEKUNTUM ..choii hahaha bermadah pulak ..
6th
i think that all kot ..
learn something new ..
ubah sikap negative tu semua
buang jauh jauh ..
stay with someone that accept you for who you are ..
stay with someone that love you not you the one that love them ..ok ?
and regret the past ..and MOVE ON
and dinnul selalu pesan ..
1st family
2nd friends
3rd someone that you love ..
jgn sebabkan kau ada bf/gf kau hilang kawan kau ok ?
and yg kawan tu pun jgn perangai mcm cb sgt nnt kau pun kene tinggal ..
and always remember that WHAT GOES AROUND WILL COME AROUND..
and always percaya ALLAH sentiasa ada dengan kita ..even kita banyak lupakan dia ..tp dia tak pernah lupa kita ..
kalau ada masalah ..doa dgn ALLAH ..
mintak pertolongan dari Dia ..
MUHASABAH DIRI SETIAP KALI LEPAS SOLAT
SOLAT JANGAN TINGGAL ..ni satu cara utk cari kebahagiaan diri ..
AL QURAN TU BACA EVEN KAU GAGAP MERANGKAK SEKALIPUN
MAKE EFFORT TO READ ..
nak seribu daya ..tak nak seribu dalih ..
well itu jelah ..
assalamualaikum ..see you when i see you ..
